I hate myself for caring too much.

I build walls around my heart because i'm afraid to care too much,

for fear that the other person does not care as much or not at all.

I don't know what to say about today, it was really screwed. I feel so fucked

up. Sigh, okay i'm sorry everything was my fault. No, i'm not being sacarstic.

I hate myself for caring too much, screw myself. I hate myself for being so

sensetive to your criticism, for that i'm sorry too. You probably didn't mean

it. Sorry i left you in the toilet alone and i went to the P.E area myself. I am

sorry for the way i am. I am sorry for everything. Nah, i guess you won't

care lah. I'm just wasting your precious time, sorry. If you wanna criticise

me, it's okay. Do whatever you want dude, i'm too tired to care already...........

I know, you've got other friends too. You don't need me. Hope you're happy.

It doesn't matter if you're gonna ignore me, i can't be bothered anymore.

I'm tired of things that's happening around me lately. I was never in your

heart, was i ? Why's my life so screwed up, fuck it man. Knnbccb, i hate myself.