The hardest part is not being able to erase the memories.

Went to play bowling with Alex and Benedict after schl & went

home after that. Well, it's saturday tmrw. No schl ftw (Y)

I'm having mixed emotions now. I can't even exaplain why i'm

feeling like this, again. I had difficulty breathing yesterday

while i was sleeping, i wished i stopped breathing. Seriously.

I'm so lost right now. Trying to find the reason for living.............

You might see me as a cheerful person but deep inside i'm

not. Deep inside me, is a person who's dissapointed, hurt and

afraid to open up. I'm pathetic but i don't need your

comments.