We used to be.

I hate how i am now, i hate feeling so vulnerable. I'm trying to

pretend like i don't care because you seem like you doesn't

care too. Really, i feel so physically and mentally drained. I

really don't know what i should do already. I really tried my

best to tell you that i am different. That you got my back.

But, i don't know...you seem like you don't give a rat's ass

about it. You just acts as if you don't need anyone, and as if

you're better off alone. I gave you my all, cared so much for

you. Do you know how much it fucking hurts to see that

you doesn't care ? I promised you that you'll always have

my back but do something. I feel as if i'm all alone....

I've realised that you never really let me into your life, you

just lead me to your entrance and make me find the way in

when all the doors are locked. I've tried breaking them but

i can't and i'm tired of trying. When i sit back and look at the

door, i realised i never really knew you because you never

care much to share. I wish i knew you inside out, but you

never let me have the chance to...