It hurts so much, you might as well kill me.

You've changed...you weren't the you which i onced knew. Your

attitude totally changed. Guess all of this was my fault because i

gave you shit attitude. Now, you don't seem to care anymore. I

feel really lost and upset, i don't know what i should do already.

I thought everything was real, well then i thought wrong. All

was just a dream. I just want to find someone who could be there

for me when i need them. And someone who would be patient

towards me. Im like any other human being that wishes to be

cared for... I've been searching for acceptance. Do you know the

pain of knowing someone you thought who'd stand by you no

matter what leaves you ? So much for everything i did for you.

I promised that you got my back and you also promised the

same but i know holding on has no more purpose already. I've

seen through you. Yeah and i totally understand how i could

lose to this girl, really. Have you ever considered how i'd feel?

Guess you never did, you never let anyone close enough too,

guess the closest was Jiawei ? I gave you everything i had, do

you know ? I really thought that we have each other's back

no matter what happens... I cared, did you ? Was it a lesson

to make me understand that we can never rely on anyone

in this world ? I hope karma haunts you down man, that one

day you'll experience the pain i'm going through, it's hell.

Did you forget about us ? About how much fun we had...?...

Am i really that easy to forget ? :( Why do you seem to be

able to move on so easily w/o me while i'm here thinking

about our past ? I need you man, come back please ? :( ....

Or are you gonna hate me & forget me like how everyone

does ? ....