I've been waitng for so long, but you never knew.

I hate how I feel for you, I wish there was a delete button... I really want to tell you how I feel for you. But you may not understand, so I just keep everything to myself and hurt myself by thinking that I'd never have the chance to be with you. I really love you, and it hurts. Alot.

The rain has fallen on my window pane.

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone out there, especially my loved ones! (Family, friends etc.) Well anyway, I think it's only a matter of time before I fall sick. I've caught a cold and flu and I'm having a slight headache. My throat hurts a little too. :( Headed to aunt's house with Mom and sister at 11am. While my dad told us that he'd catch up with us later. So we went without him. Collected ang pows and had steamboat. Played poker after that, I sat at the spot where my dad sat while playing poker yesterday. I figured out that that was a lucky spot since my dad won so much yesterday so I decided to sit at that spot and guess what ? I won a freaking 80++ dollars. :) F*YEAH.

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.

Happy Chinese New Year Eve to all chinese earthlings out there! :) Woke up at 6am in the morning today...feeling kinda sick because of the weather I guess. Have any of you noticed that it is raining really often this few days or week and it's really cold. Well, if you haven't noticed that then you should go take a brick and hit your head. LOL nah I'm just kidding. So I went to school, only 5 girls from my class came. Awesome or what. After the morning assembly, we were sent back to class to work on our class mascot, who was Jared. I didn't really helped, I went to 3/5 because they were watching High School Musical 1. LOL people from other classes sneaked in too. Lmfao. And btw, our class mascot gotten 4th. :)

Headed to Causeway Point for Seoul Garden after school with Alex, Benedict, Cheewee, Koksiang and Ernest. It costed $18+ per person. We reached at about 11am+ if I'm not mistaken. Eugene came and joined us afterwards and I was sorta happy to see him again. :) Oh yea, guess what? Eugene didn't paid for the buffett, hahah he just barged in. The staffs either thought he paid already or guessed that he went to the toilet or something and came back. Lukcy bastard, tsk.

We took the train and all went seperate ways except for Alex, Ernest and I. We headed to the lan shop nearby Alex's house. Played for 2 hours with Ernest while Alex played for an hour only cus he had to go back to Malaysia to celebrate CNY. :(

Rushed to aunt's house @ 5pm++ for Reunion Dinner and played poker too. My dad was winning like some mdsjfhdbgndhgbfd, lady luck was shinning on his side. I lost about $2 but soon gained back my loss and even made a profit of $10. God bless me! HAHAH. I betted $10.50 for that one round and I won. Hehehe.

Well yeah, a few more hours before CNY. Then I'll be able to collect ang pows. :3 Hopefully I'd win more money when playing poker tmrw and the day after. :P I'm also gonna visit my friends houses for extra ang pows. Mwahaha LOL oh yeah shake it baby.

Cross my heart, I hope you're mine.

I've got so much things on my mind that I want to blog about but there are some things that I just can't. So I'm sorry for the lack of updates, I really tried to blog but everytime I type something, I'd backspace it and log out. I find it harder to express what I feel now.