Cross my heart, I hope you're mine.

I've got so much things on my mind that I want to blog about but there are some things that I just can't. So I'm sorry for the lack of updates, I really tried to blog but everytime I type something, I'd backspace it and log out. I find it harder to express what I feel now.

Stuck in dilemma.

Went to Buit Timah's lan with Alex, Shaolun and Ernest. Met Chenwei and his friends there too and played blackshot. :) Shaolun left at 4pm+ while we left at 5pm++. Had dinner with Alex and Ernest at a small shop that sells chicken rice and other stuffs. Ordered chicken rice and fried rice. Bought bubble tea afterwards and we took 173 to cityvibe for Alex's takoyaki. Boarded bus 99 and alighted at Alex's stop and changed to bus 187 while Ernest took 157 to Jurong Point to meet his mother. Had a fun time today. :D Oh and btw, I'm very very tired. Has been sleeping during lessons this two days. :X

Figure out a happy ending.

Woke up at 8am yesterday and played blackshot till 3pm+ before I went and prepare and set off to church with my parents, sister and uncle. The church service ended at 6.30pm and we went to vivo after that for dinner and also to get a new SIM card cus mine isn't working anymore. Walked around after eating and went back home. Recieved a call from Alex and met him and Ernest at Jurong MRT station @ 10pm+ and we headed to Colossus @ Paya Lebar. :) We played from 12m/n all the way till 10am in the morning today. :) Alex and Ernest came over my house after that and we slept till 7pm+.
Tmrw's Monday already, I'm really reluctant to go to school srsly. I have not done any of my homework yet. I don't know what's wrong with me. :( Going to watch a movie tmrw with Alex, Cheewee and co. :) Alright I'll stop here, bye.

So I chose to remain silent instead.

Exactly. School was fine, I'm going for recreational volleyball on every Wednesday so I think I'm fine with it since there's only 1 training day per week for recreational volleyballers and Yingkai, Minjie, Stacey, Jiali are going too. :) After school, spend 15mins walking from school to home alone. Have been using the laptop ever since. I'mma shut down my laptop at 6pm and bathe before I start doing my homework. But to be honest, I don't have the mood to do homeworks. T_T I'm lazy.....urgh. And I don't even know wtf the chemistry and physcis teacher are teaching about. LOL Mr Ras didn't even taught us anything and gave us worksheets, homeworks and even a project already. He asks us to find informations in the textbook ourselves. -_-

Well anyway, it's Friday tomorrow. :) And a week is almost over, it's really tiring having to wake up so early in the morning everyday for 5 days. Oh and did I ever mentioned I hate doing english homework ? Yes, I hate doing english homeworks. Finding the meaning of the words from the dictionary and finding the synonyms blah blah blah oh come on. :( I know it's good for us but I don't have the do-homework-mood. I guess I'll go to school tmr and copy from any of my classmates. *CROSS FINGERS* I hope Ms Goh isn't reading this LOL.

Somewhere we went wrong and you won't sing along.

Maybe you don't understand how I feel but it's alright. Perhaps I left a bad impression on you already and that's why you prefer to hang out with others than me. So I guess that whatever I do to salvage it would be futile. I've come to terms with the facts that you weren't the person I knew a few months back. I don't know what happened, maybe something somewhere went wrong. But whatever the reason was, I would like to say I'm sorry.

School was fine, I think I'm beginning to like maths. And damn it cus I have to go back to volleyball. I don't know why Mdm Fun wants to call my mother, like wtf ? I'm really tired so I can't think of anymore to blog about. It's raining heavily a moment ago and suddenly it became a drizzle o_o Brrrrr it's so cold.

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you.

You're the girl I would want to spend my entire life with, I love you so much ♥

I'm still trying to figure out what I really want to achieve in my life cus I'm not really focused in my studies. I don't do homeworks and I often don't pay attention in class. So...I'm thinking, what would I want to do in my life, to get things sorted out. Things can't keep going on this way, I'm living a life without a goal. It's kinda like, what's the purpose of life if you don't have a goal right ?

Well anyway, school was fine today. It's like any other day, seriously. Oh and btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGKAI. :D You bitch, you're 15 already stop being so childish and to be honest, your high-pitched voice are raping my ears ! Urgh LOL. HAHAHA anyway stay bubbly always! :) Cheewee, Alvin and Ernest came over my house after school to sorta like chill ? Ernest was hogging my laptop, on skype and blackshot. And this 2 joker, Cheewee and Alvin actually attempted to rape me. They grabbed my arms and tried to unzip my pants LOL. Ernest didn't helped me, instead he helped them to grab me. But it was a failed attempt, HA LOSERS SUCK IT ! :P They left my house at around 4pm+, god I'm officially broke. Fuck it. Nevermind, Alex *wink* HEHEHE. Put that aside, I'm most probably gonna get a broadband tmr with my cousin and aunt. :) Hooray!

I'LL TRY TO BLOG EVERYDAY ALRIGHT SO STAY TUNE. LOVE YOU ALL ;)

I don't know what I want anymore.

Had en enjoyable weekend with my brother, Alex Ewe. ;) Friday, headed to bukit timah for lan with bro and ernest till 11pm while Ernest played till 6pm. Alex stayed-over my house and we slept till noon the next day (Saturday). Went to city vibe's lan till' 6pm+ and went back my house for dinner before going to aloha lan @ 10pm. Played till 3am in the morning and went back home. Alex fell asleep on the sofa while watching tv. Woke up at 11am+ while Alex woke up at around 12pm+. Had lunch at home before going to city vibe's lan. Played from 2pm till 6pm and took 189 home. Passed Alex his laptop and accompanied him to wait for his bus to arrive. Weekend's over, I'm lazy to go to school but I've no choice. :(

And before I knew it I was falling fast.

Slept at about 9.30pm yesterday and woke up at 6am today but I was still feeling tired. The bed was looking so sexy, I really had the urge to go back to sleep but oh well, it's only the 2nd day of school! But I have to admit, today was much better than yesterday because I cracked jokes with Yixin. LOL went to Bukit Timah for lan with Alex, Eugene, WengMeng and Ernest after school. Left the lan at 5pm and headed to this stall that sells chicken rice etc. Ate there and went to Mac Donald to slack for a short while before we went to the bustop. Took 157 with Alex, WengMeng and Ernest and accompanied Alex to have his haircut. Cabbed home after that with Alex and went to bath as soon as I got home. I'm really very tired now, don't know why I'm feeling so tired when it's only 8.30pm. Don't know what else to blog about so that's all for now. :) Nights everyone.

It took you long for you to realize.

Sheesh, it's the first day of school today and I'm really tired right now so I'mma sleep as soon as I'm done with this. Woke up at 6am earlier in the morning today and had my shower and breakfast before I left for school. My hair got caught by Mr Loh and I look like some dumb ass now. FML my form teacher, Ms Goh gave me a chance to retify my hair by today but Mr Loh was so cold hearted to catch me for my hair and send me to the fucking barber. The barber only spend like 2mins on my hair so you could imagine how screwed my hair is now. Lessons were fine for the first day of school. :) Cabbed down to Bukit Timah Shopping Centre with Alex, Cheewee, Alvin and Ernest for lan @ 3pm and left at 6pm. Took 157 and went to Westmall for bubbletea and Burger King with Alvin. Reached home at about 7pm+ and went to took a shower. Well I hope this year would be a better year and wish everyone of you out there all the best for your studies and in everything you do! :)