one move can bring people together.

School ended at 10.30am, \m/. Went back home and charged my phone

and left for nanhuapri at 12.30pm. Saw alot of ex-nanhuaians there too.

6A'O8 FTW. HEHE. Met Marcus.G, Weaven, Yuanlong, Arynna, Bryan,

Keith, Baoxin, Qianning, Esther etc. Walked around shool, had fun ! :-)

Left nanhuapri at 3pm and cabbed to bukit timah lan. Met alex, eugene,

cheewee and a friend of cheewee's, played bs for about 2 hours and had

lunch with alex and cheewee at mac donald. Took bus 157 with alex and

alighted at westmall, watched Grown Ups @ 7:10pm. The show was

hilarious i swear. Movie ended at about 9pm and waited for Fadhli, heh

we watched Step Up 3 @ 9:10pm. Cool or not, hahah tsk. :P Step Up

3 was awesome man. Movie ended at about 11pm. Fadhli left after that

(he took 187 from the opp bustop from where alex and i were) and i

waited for alex's bus. I was forced to cab home after that because there

were no more buses left for me to take. Spend $5.20 on cab fare, tsk.

I'm not going out tmrw, staying at home to study for maths test this

thursday. Oh which reminds me, i gotta get a calculator by tmrwwww.

Btw alex, thanks for accompanying me to watch the 2 movies. I hope i

didn't get you in trouble :$ HEH. I know you didn't right ? I couldn't

feel the pain. (inside joke) Alright im starving, waiting for my fish fillet
bye readers. Enjoy your holidays tmrw yeah. I wanna learn hiphop

and breakdance and fusion dance and b boying. Boohoo learning on

nov hols i guess, anyone interested too ?! Please tell me k thanks :D

but i want you so badly.

I went to Alex's house @ 11pm+ yesterday night. Took 99 and met him

at jurong polyclinc bustop. Went to 7-11 and bought snacks and headed

to Alex's house. Stayed over at his house . :D We watched tv and slept

at about 3am+ and woke up at 5am. Prepared and went to yuhua mac for

breakfast. Walked to school together after that. Alex and I slept during

science lesson because we only slept for 2 fucking short hours ! Sorry i

had to swear, hehe pardon me. Uh went home straight after school, im

tired now and so i shall get some sleep now.

It's like i want you so badly but it just seems that it's impossible, i wish

you were mine. But im still holding on to the hope that maybe just one

day we two could be together. I don't know what you'd do if you ever

found out that its you. You mean so much to me. I cant stop thinking

about you man, sometimes i wished that you never appeared in my life

so that i wont be jealous or afraid of losing you. Maybe it's hard for you

to accept it but it doesnt hurt if you give me a chance and see how it

works right...? Please give me a chance. DAMN WHAT'S WITH ME ?!

Argh D: i cant help myself from thinking about you, ive never felt this

way before. Is this love ? I dont know, im confused. Kill me. :(

LOVE IS: girl+guy=love, girl+girl=love guy+guy=love(by unknown.)

let's run away and don't ever look back

HELLO READERS ! (if there's any, hah lol) Alex woke up at about 12pm

today cus i disturbed him. I purposely make those fart noises so that he

could stop sleeping. Well, we didn't go to lan today with benedict and co.

Like i've said, i'm broke so yeah, i can't be a spendthrift anymore. Was

at home with alex the whole day today. Took 99 with alex and i alighted

near IMM cus i was meeting my cousin and aunts there. Alex went home

(if you're wondering whether he's still with me or not). Walked around

IMM alone while waiting for cousin and aunts to arrive. Bought some

stuffs and left IMM to meet Alex for dinner @ boon lay market. We took

99 back home after dinner. I reached home at 10pm and i bathed for

30 minutes, shiok bodoh. Although i didn't really do anything today but

spending a day with a friend (or brother) to me, is a perfect day. Hehe

well alright peoples i'm awfully beat now so i better go catch some sleep.

Nights everyone and hope you guys will have a great week ahead ! :-)

Yeah i know i didn't posted since friday. Hm i shall start with friday night

first. Met alex and benedict at 8pm+ at jurong polyclinic and went to the

lan behind the polyclinic. Played 3 hours of blackshot and went to 7-11 to

buy instant noodles. We ate under a void deck and took 99 to my house.

Alex and benedict stayed over my house. Saturday, we woke up around

8 in the morning and had our breakfast at the coffee shop opposite my

house. Alex and I accompanied benedict to the bustop to wait for benedict's

bus. Went back home after that and alex used my laptop to play b.s.

Called Jeremy to come over my house and he reached by 3pm+. Alex and

Jeremy was playing dotA together so i went to sleep as i was tired and

bored. Then we went to aloha lan @ 12midnight. Played from 12.30am

all the way till' 3am. Reached home at 3am++, Jeremy left my house at

4am in the morning. LOL well alex's still here, sleeping. Meeting ben and

co for lan later @ 12.30pm. Alright that's all i'll update later ( or tmrw!)

P/S:

I'M BROKE RIGHT NOW !

I FEEL SO POOR. I WANT

TO WORK D:

even more in love than we were before.

School was alright today, i scored 26/50 for my history paper. So

upset with myself, i only got a boderline pass man. Buck up Jed !

Went bukit timah i.r.c to play pool with ks, kenneth and eugene.

Played for 3 hours and had our lunch at mac. I can't believe i ate

at macdonalds 3 times in a week. Unhealthy ._. Took bus and

alighted near westmall and went to westmall alone to check out

the school shoes. Headed to bus interchange and took 1o6 home.

Just had my shower, meeting benedict and alex at the lan near

alex's house. Gonna play till very late cus benedict's staying over

my house. Not sure about alex though, well alright that's all ciao.

♥ but me and you were meant to last forever

be my cinderella.

Headed to lan with brother, cheewee, ernest and eugene after

school. :) Bukit Timah lan to be exact hehe. Lan for 2.5 hours,

blackshoted as usual. Left at 4pm++ and headed to mcdonald

for lunch. Was left with brother, cheewee and i cus ernest and

eugene had to go. Chatted until bout' 7pm and cabbed home w

brother. Cab fare was 18 bucks, T_T brother you very ex ley.

I think im going out with brother to get out school shoes alr,

finally (?) Or maybe out with benedict and co for movie .__.

Had history test today, hope i'll pass ! Headed to bukit timah with

alex, cheewee and ernest after school. Played pool and played lan

for 1 hour. Blackshoted, as usual. :-) Had our lunch at macdonald

and took 157. Alighted at the bustop near alex's house & took 99

from there to clementi. I can't wait for september holidays man !

If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. But it doesn't hurt if you try.

I hate myself for caring too much.

I build walls around my heart because i'm afraid to care too much,

for fear that the other person does not care as much or not at all.

I don't know what to say about today, it was really screwed. I feel so fucked

up. Sigh, okay i'm sorry everything was my fault. No, i'm not being sacarstic.

I hate myself for caring too much, screw myself. I hate myself for being so

sensetive to your criticism, for that i'm sorry too. You probably didn't mean

it. Sorry i left you in the toilet alone and i went to the P.E area myself. I am

sorry for the way i am. I am sorry for everything. Nah, i guess you won't

care lah. I'm just wasting your precious time, sorry. If you wanna criticise

me, it's okay. Do whatever you want dude, i'm too tired to care already...........

I know, you've got other friends too. You don't need me. Hope you're happy.

It doesn't matter if you're gonna ignore me, i can't be bothered anymore.

I'm tired of things that's happening around me lately. I was never in your

heart, was i ? Why's my life so screwed up, fuck it man. Knnbccb, i hate myself.

BOOM.

I used to think that when I got older, the world would make

so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get,

the more confusing it is to me. -FML

School was fine today, nothing much interesting to mention about.

Went to boon lay lan with alex, benedict and eugene. Played for 2

hours; blackshot. Hehez, had our lunch at the kopitiam before we

headed home. Took 99 home with alex and benedict, benedict was

the first one who alighted, followed by alex. I was the last one. D:

YES i know that i was supposed to go study today but something

cropped up. Studying tmrw instead, well i gtg now. Have to revise

you know ?! I detest studying actually, but i've got no choice.. /':

So will you fly with me ?

HI ALEX. HOPE YOU LIKE THE CARD + SMALL BOOKLET I GAVE YOU.

Woke up at 10am+ today, blackshot and watched Nanny McPhee & The Big

Bang on my laptop. That show is fugging awesome and it has a moral values

that you can learn from. Met benedict @ 3pm++ at clementi bus inter and

took 99 to somewhere near alex's house to meet alex. Had our lunch at this

coffee shop near alex's house. Played lan for 2.5 hours and went yuhua mac

for dinner. Slacked at playground for awhile before heading home. Studying
@ jurong library tmrw with Benedict, Jiali.C and Stcaey tmrw. BYEEEEE.

Dreamer.

Woke up at 7am today, alex came over my house at 8am and played

blackshot until 11am. Bathed and cabbed down to Lot 1 with Alex to

meet minjie, naveen, ks and mingui. Played arcade & had our lunch.

Took 66 to bukit timah and headed to beauty world . Naveen and i

played lan while the rest went to play pool. Benedict came at around

3pm+. The 3 of us played blackshot together. Play halfway got this

person say want play with us then anyhow kp us. Wtf step one beng

then alex go scold him siol cus just nice alex came and check how

we're doing. Power la alex, hahah. Played lan till 6pm++ and cab to

clementi mrt with alex, benedict and naveen. Met yingning and bus

to westmall. Had my dinner at KFC and walked around for a while.

HOME SWEET HOME @ 10PM. IM SO TIRED NOW. OH BTWWW

-> HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY LYDIA ZHENG. HEHEHEHEHEHE :D

Remember me tonight when you're asleep.

After school, went out with alex, jeremy and eugene.

Laser quest > IMM > LOT1 > HOME SWEET HOME.

Not gonna elaborate much about my day today, lazy.

Alex coming over my house tmrw morning, before

heading out to ks house to meet the rest for ks party.

I bleed myself dry for you.

We shouldn’t let people who aren’t worth it get to us.

Focus on people who love and accept us for who we are,

and shower them with the love and concern that they

deserve.

Can't deal with this no more.

I like the scenery of this picture ! I wish i was there, enjoying the

scenery. Headed to the kopitiam near yanjun's house with alex ,

jiawei, yanjun and eugene after school. Had our lunch there while

waiting for Benedict, Yixin and Yingkai to reach. Played vb until

6pm and took 187 with Alex and Jiawei. Alighted somewhere

near westmall and took 189 home. Bathed and had dinner, i am

gonna sleep by 9:45pm today because im very tired these few

days. Maths test is 2 days away and i have not revised. WTF ._.

FUCK MY LIFE.

Some people just doesn't appreciate you no matter how many

times you've been there for them or no matter how good you

have you treat them. Even though you've treated them like a

true friend, they just treats you like dust. As if i am nothing

to them. It's like "I cherished you alot, but why do you treat

me like that ? I did everything for you, and you screwed me

over. All i want is a friend who cares and cherishes me as

much as i care and cherishes them.". When they find someone

else, and they just forgets about you. It just sucks. And

when they've got no one again they come and find you. I

always wonder whether you come to me because you need

me or you just need someone. But whatever it is, it doesn't

matter to me anymore. ( WHO AM I LYING TO. IT

MATTERS ) If you're feeling guilty....nvm i doubt you will.

OR WILL YOU ?

Follow your dreams and aspirations.

Had lunch with alex, koksiang and mingjie after school at yuhua

mac. Bus rounding after that and went for YOG to watch the

gymnastics game but alex didn't came cus he wasn't in the list.

The gymnasts were awesome man, i used to thought that it's

boring but after today i think that gymnastic is really cool. I

wish there was track and field in our school ! I'll surely join D:

I miss track and field. LOL sigh if only......................................

Reached school at 9pm+ and walked with Jiawei to mini mart

and went our own ways.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO ALEX :D

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO ALEX EWE :D

LOOK AT THE TIME OF POST ! BLEHHHH.

MAY EVERYTHING YOU DO BE SUCCESSFULL TILL

THE LAST DAY OF YOUR LIFE AND MAY ALL YOUR

WISHES COME TRUE. I WISH YOU A LONGGGGGG

AND JOYFUL LIFE ! :) IT'S MY PLEASURE GETTING

TO KNOW YOU. AND IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FUN

GOING OUT WITH YOU. I ENJOY SPENDING MY TIME

WITH YOU. I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU DUDE.

I REMEMBRED I HATED YOU LAST TIME BUT IT'S

COOL HOW WE GOT SO CLOSE HUH ? I NEVER THOUGHT

I'D EVER TREAT YOU AS MY BROTHER. I NEVER

THOUGHT YOU'D BE A BIG PART OF MY LIFE.

BE HONOURED DUDE ! :D SORRY I CAN'T ACCOMPANY

YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. I WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU

ASAP ALRIGHT. PROMISE ! ;)

BROTHERS FTW YO. HEHE \ m /

If it's you and me right now that'd be alright.

Stayed at home until 3.30pm today. Met alex and benedict

at aloha. Lan @ aloha for 2 hours and we went to have our

dinner at a coffee shop near clementi mrt station. Initially,

alex wanted to come to my house but benedict didn't want

to so they went home after eating. Oh well. Going for the

YOG thingy tmrw, watching gymnastics. Staying up till mid

night before i go to sleep. Someone should be honoured.

Most probably gonna play volleyball with Benedict, Jiawei

and Yanjun this coming wednesday. Finally ! LOL :PPPP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEI ! :D

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO JIAWEI ! :D

HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY TODAY WITH YOUR LOVED ONES.

MAY YOUR BIRTHDAY BE THE BEGINNING OF ANOTHER GREAT

JOURNEY ! I SINCERELY WISH YOU SUCCESS IN EVERYTHING YOU

DO, HAPPINESS, HEALTH AND JOYFUL ADVENTURES. HEHE :B

I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. I PROMISE :}

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW. ♥

YOU AND I.

Woke up at 7am+ today, watched tv till about 9am+ and went to

have my shower. Met alex and koksiang at clementi mrt station

and took train to orchard. Went ION because alex and koksiang

wanted to get their HAVAIANAS slippers. I sponsered $30 to

alex and $20 to koksiang cus their birthday was coming. So yea,

had our lunch at Wisma Atria and trained to Eunos then cab

to East Coast Park. Went to the arcade and the beach while we

were waiting for Jiawei, Stacey, Jiali, Huixin, Ernest, Chunwei

and Eugene to arrive. We waited for 1hr++ i think. They came

at about 3pm+ and we sang the birthday song for Jiawei, Alex

and Koksiang. We cycled till 6pm and took 196 to bedok inter

and trained home together. I'm fugging tired now, leg so numb.

Way back into love.

School was slacky today, went outside school @ 11am+ to support

the YOG torch carriers (?) Went home after school and took 99 to

meet alex at the bustop near his house. Took 187 to jurong point

and walked around. Had our lunch at KFC and took 198 with alex

home. We went home empty handed cus we couldn't find what

we wanted. Then i took 99 home, i was trying my best not to fall

asleep but i was too tired. Reached home at around 6pm+. LOL

had a fun time with alex today, kept laughing like some crazy kid.

I never fail to laugh whenever i'm with alex, hahah. And i don't

get angry for long whenever alex pisses me off cus he knows

what to say that would make me laugh. HEHE i'm tired ttmzzz.

OH DRUMSTICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. (INSIDE JOKE :P)

Looking through your eyes.

It was very humid during school today and i felt so sticky. /:

Went to a lan shop near alex's house after school with alex

and eugene. Played for 2 hours and left at 4+pm. Took 99

with eugene, i swore i almost froze to death in the bus, brr.

Went to cityvibe and bought subway meltz and went home

after that. I'm super tired now cus i slept at 1am+ ytd ley.

Not knowing what could've been.

Yesterday, met alex at westmall @ 8.45pm. Had icekachang at

koufu and went to the arcade to play DDR. Left at 10pmm+ &

cabbed alex home. LOL it's the ghost festival now. Heheheheh.

Today, went to westmall to meet alex and eugene to catch

SALT. Alex and eugene came around 1.50pm & bought movie

tickets which started at 2.40pm. The show was adventurous.

:D Eugene left after the movie so alex and i went to subway for

my lunch and went kfc after that for alex's lunch. Cabbed to

my house at 6pm, blackshot till 9pm and accompanied alex to

the bustop. Argh school tmrw, gotta wake up early again. D:

I never felt crazy in love like this before.

Sorry im always a day late in posting about my previous day. /:

Yesterday. Slept for 13 hours, woke up at 1pm+ and watched

tv. Bathe and koksiang came my house at around 4pm, and

we left at 4.30pm. Cabbed down to jurong swimming complex

and met eugene there. Swam till 6.30pm & cabbed to jurong
east interchange. Koksiang and eugene left while i waited for

ARYNNA and CASSCHAI. Took 105 to my aunt's house to

take money and took 189 to westmall for movie but casschai

didn't tag cus she gtg. Watched Avatar: The Last Airbender

at 9:05pm. The show was freaking awesome, i wished i could

have those powers too. LOL currently at ARYNNA's house.

Time sure does passes in a blink of an eye when you're having fun.

It's sunday morning already, heh. Well, i shall talk about ytd k :D

I woke up at 8am+ by Alex's spam calls, bathed and took train to
jurong east & headed down to cck with Alex. Bused to koksiang's

house & met him at the bustop. Had Bak Ku Teh for our breakfa-

st and went to koksiang's house to maple and blackshot. Eugene

came around 12pm+. Had our lunch at mac @ 2pm+ and went

back to koksiang's house. Mingjie came at 4pm+ and played block

catching. It was fun but tiring at the same time. Then blackshot

until 7pm and left koksiang's house with Alex and both of us had

our dinner at westmall koufu. Left koufu at 8pm+ and went to th

arcade. Saw esther there and played DDR with her, was fun. I

didn't played DDR for quite some time already. Alex and I left

@ 10pm+ and walked with Alex from westmall to his house. Had

alot of fun on the journey to alex's house. I took cab home after i

accompanied alex to his house. I swore my leg almost brokeee.

A sweet escape.

GOOD MORNING GUYS. IT'S SATURDAY TODAYYYYY. :D

LOL yesterday was fun, school ended at 10.30am. Went home

with Eugene changed our clothes and met Koksiang @ Jurong

MRT station. Took 99 and met Alex below his house and went

Jurong Swimming Complex together, entrance fee 80cents nia.

Had alot of fun, swam for 2hrs+ and left at 3pm. Saw Naveen,

Karthik and Daven there. They just reached the swimming

pool but we were about to leave already. Showered and played

lan for 2 hours. They came my house after that and Fadhli came

at about 7pm+. They left @ 11pm, argh im starving wtffff. D:

I'm closing my heart, not gonna let anyone enter anymore.

REALITY DEPRESSES ME.

I NEED TO FIND

FANTASY WORLDS AND

ESCAPE IN THEM.

Went for a haircut after school, well it's not really screwed.

Bought mac and had it @ home. And showered after that.

Do not let bastards ruin your day.

Maths lesson today was just awesome, hahah. LOL went home

after school today and had a half an hour nap. Woke up, mapled

and Fadhli came at around 5pm+. Watched destination truth

till 9pm+ and accompanied Fadhli to the bustop and had a bath

after i reached home. Alright, off to maple now so see ya. (:

Fuck people.

People are going to walk away from you in life

and you’ll end up losing some of them. No matter

how hard you tried, or how much you appreciated

them and told them so, it will never seem like
it was enough.

Your love is my drug.

Maple for the whole day, im dead bored and it's monday

tmrw. Hope it'll be a better week for me. Going thailand

on october to attend my aunt's wedding. I'm excited, hah.

Changed my blog song btw, if you haven't noticed it. :B

YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG.